It’s crazy how our mind can go black at times and we do the dumbest stuff anyone could imagine. Losing any senses of things lately and managing to make a massive mess around me. Blackouts of any logical thinking.
Today is one of those days when I just wish the ground would split up for a second and I could jump in there and hide for a while. Because right now there is nothing to take away that guilt feeling for being absolutely dumb and making horrible decisions.